dust town
today started real late as i spent the morning hours decompressing the other day's experience. i practiced seeing my messed-up pieces of history, putting each back in a drawer, and closing it. so all was left was me walking through the muddy downpour of the person's emotional troubles, with a black umbrella. later in the day, from gemini, i got an advice to visualize giving all of those troubles back to the person, which i tried and worked.
what a subtle yet overwhelming experience. i will need some more good sleeps. and time with myself.
i managed the home errands and meals during the day, then in the afternoon, i could do more of the math and that reminded me how good this thing is. kinda puts my mind on a good track. the online group section was throughout and inspiring, so i intended to finish the day early just to cave in with PAI (Possibility for AI), which is why I am here after sunset, in a lit corner, with a hot cup of coffee and a full stomach, ready to dive in.
though i am sleepy and will settle for bed good and early tonight.
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update: math's hard after dinner. opted to watch BBT and tuck in.